Mental illness.

Dear Diary, I wake up wanting to die everyday. Right now I’m deep in my head and I’m in a really dark place. I’m spiraling into a dark hole into my self and everyday I wish I was dead because I feel I have no value as a human being lmao. Everyday I struggle to…

Selective Vision.

Do you ever feel like you’re  always the person who cries  because it’s fucking Tuesday  and you’re still breathing? When you’re in a room of people  and all you can feel instead of the  bottle of tequila you swallowed whole,  the feeling of how you’re a fucking  walking failure and everyone is laughing  you off?…

Asking For a Friend.

Shoot me. Stop being a god damn pussy and fucking pull the trigger already because the suspense of when you’re going to fucking kill me is eating me alive like a god damn monster. I can’t breathe. I can’t fucking breathe and it feels so fucking good. I’m clawing at my throat because I can’t…