Nice Guys or Faux Guys?

The men with the sweetest personality always have the most bitter motives, and it’s vile. I’d rather deal with a blatant asshole, than the stress from a faux nice guy. Men wonder why women typically go for the men who are assholes. They’re honest with who they are, and their intentions. At the very least…

Feb. 15 2021.

You knew ignoring me was going to hurt me. In that moment you chose to hurt me anyway. You decided it wasn’t worth acknowledging my existence anymore. You didn’t choose me. And while I don’t wish you ill will I have no interest in being associated with someone like that. So I re applied my…

Dating?

I’ve made a lot of progress with my self improvement, my attachment to other people, and my overall well being. Will I start dating again? Probably not. I love my freedom and I love living my life exactly how I want. I love where I’m at in life. Of course, there’s always room to improve…

Growth is Gonna Fucking Hurt You; That’s the Point.

The dirty truth is,  I have to do what’s  best for me & my  growth.  And what’s best for  me is to not fall into a  situationship trap with  someone I know there’s  no future with. Someone who I care  about deeply, who I’ll  grow feelings for & end  up hurting myself by my  own…