It’s hard to be in a honest healthy relationship when your brain unravels itself sporadically without warning. And you struggle to learn how to date in a healthy way when you’ve never had a healthy partner. I’m really trying here. I’m truly trying to be a fucking person. But all I do is live as…

Friendship.

I don’t want to be your fucking friend. I dont want to feel the obligation that I have to let you back in my life. Nothing good ever came from our relationship except regret, emotional abuse and the gray hairs I couldn’t afford to have. I’m finally in a place mentally where I can drive…

End Fucking Rant.

When you woke me up this morning at  7am to blow up at me over the soda can  I left in the bathroom I felt flabbergasted  and disgusted. Fucking disgusted.  Then you proceeded to go into detail  over everything I’ve done wrong and I  had to sit there and swallow every failure  I’ve done over…