Friendship.

I don’t want to be your fucking friend. I dont want to feel the obligation that I have to let you back in my life. Nothing good ever came from our relationship except regret, emotional abuse and the gray hairs I couldn’t afford to have. I’m finally in a place mentally where I can drive…

Safe.

I got home from a long day at work to see dishes in the sink, a few cans on the counter and laundry piling up. I remember looking for pants and stopped myself and thought: I don’t fucking want to. And for a brief moment I felt so much peace. I no longer come home…

Insomnia Thoughts withRelationships

This is one piece of advice I needed to hear. In my previous relationship it was pulling teeth to get any quality time with him. If I asked to spend time with him he’ll say “I saw you all week. You’re being controlling whenever I want to see my friends.” He would go above and…

Life Lessons.

Love is not all you need: 1. You need mutual respect  2. You need support  3. You need trust  4. You need boundaries  5. You need your partner to be there when it matters 6. You need space to grow & the acceptance when you do  7. You need a partner to show their love…

Memorial Day.

You didn’t want me to go out to my family’s BBQ. I had to beg and promise that it would only be a few hours. That I wouldn’t take long.That I would keep my mouth shut and hide the   bruises on my neck. Make up became my new best friend. I even offered to…