People have described me as intense. Like a forest fire you can’t put out. I just spread myself all over, wrapping everyone with my warmth until they’re on fire with me too. A crowd of people living big. I’m just running around screaming “HELLO I AM HERE LET ME PULL YOU INTO MY GRAVITATIONAL PULL…
Category: mental health
Champagne Bubbles.
“I want you to spin my ballerina feet around the dance floor sparkling with alcohol and sweat. I want to lean into the curves of your ear and whisper ‘I love you’ in a variety of different languages with my drunken tongue while you make me giggle champagne bubbles that spill out of my mouth…
11/10/2021.
I wanted to cut myself today. Thinking of you sliding your fingers inside me, violating my body gives me nightmares. No one imagines getting sexually assaulted on the first date. It’s not something I openly talk about you know? It’s not something I’m proud of. The shame follows me in every relationship I’ve been in,…
10.2.2021
Love is unconditional and forgiving. Love is patient. Your whole body can feel it; and thats okay. Falling in love fast isn’t a bad thing. Why should it be? Love can be serious; but also kind. Love is not a commitment except for itself. My love is unconditional but my self respect isn’t. My standards…
It’s hard to be in a honest healthy relationship when your brain unravels itself sporadically without warning. And you struggle to learn how to date in a healthy way when you’ve never had a healthy partner. I’m really trying here. I’m truly trying to be a fucking person. But all I do is live as…
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