It’s hard to be in a honest healthy relationship when your brain unravels itself sporadically without warning. And you struggle to learn how to date in a healthy way when you’ve never had a healthy partner. I’m really trying here. I’m truly trying to be a fucking person. But all I do is live as…

It’s really hard to find good people when the worse ones are just as genuine looking and compassionate in the beginning

Too Much.

I get told I’m “too much” more times than I can count. I’m too sensitiveI’m too loudI’m too emotionalI’m too talkativeI’m too sassyI’m too lovingI’m too loyal I’m too me. I’m too much for most people and that’s okay. That’s their problem. I always want everything in my life to be bigger, better and more…

My Dirty Truth. 6-14-2021

I want to curl myself into the closet and lay there until the sun comes out. But I don’t know when the suns coming out. It’s been raining for weeks. I’m tired of living. I’m tired of me. I’m tired of being. No one understands how exhausting it is to fight with your brain 24/7…

Dark.

Will you love me on my darkest days when I can’t see what’s in front of me? Or will you only love me when I’m blinded by the sun?